SADIE
Blog Tour Q&A
General Q&A
1. Did you experience more difficulty writing
one or the other, or did you like writing in one form more? How much of the novel
did you write in chronological order, and how much did you jump around?
I enjoyed both of them. Writing
Sadie’s perspective was very familiar to me because all of my books feature an
intensely close first person, female point-of-view. Writing West’s perspective,
the podcast format, proved a little more challenging. Not so much because of
the way it was written (scripts) but because each episode had to propel Sadie’s
narrative forward and give us a different way of looking at the things she went
through.
So far, I’ve only ever been able to
write in chronological order!
2. Was this how you always envisioned the book
or did it change as you wrote it?
Regina Spektor said something
really interesting about writing songs that I’ve always loved and related to as
an author. She said, “[A]s soon as you try and take a song from your mind into
piano and voice and into the real world, something gets lost and it’s like a moment
where, in that moment you forget how it was and it’s this new way. And then
when you make a record, even those ideas that you had, then those get all
turned and changed. So in the end, I think, it just becomes its own thing and
really I think a song could be recorded a million different ways and so what my
records are, it just happened like that, but it’s not like, this is how I
planned it from the very beginning because I have no idea, I can’t remember.”
I feel something similar when
writing—the heart of my idea remains intact, but the way it takes its ultimate form
is always a little different (or even a lot different) than I might have been
expecting, which makes it difficult to recall the starting point. But that’s
okay as long as the heart is still there and you’re satisfied with and believe
in what you’ve created.
3. What was the most surprising thing you
learned in creating your characters? Which of your characters do you most
identify with, and why?
When I first started
Sadie, I was extremely skeptical of
West—he had to prove himself to readers over the course of his narrative and
given the nature of his job, I was curious to see where writing him would take
me. I really loved the way his arc unfolded. I wasn’t necessarily surprised by
it, but more gratified by it than I realized I would be.
I identify with
little pieces of all of my characters, but I like to keep those to myself
because I don’t want risk readers thinking about me while they read. I like my
role as an author to be invisible.
4. What gave you the idea for SADIE?
One of the things that inspired Sadie was the way we consume violence
against women and girls as a form of entertainment. When we do that, we reduce
its victims to objects, which suggests a level of disposability—that a girl’s
pain is only valuable to us if we’re being entertained by it. But it’s not her
responsibility to entertain us. What is our responsibility to us? I really
wanted to explore that and the way we dismiss missing girls and what the cost
of that ultimately is.
5. Do you have a favorite scene, quote, or
moment from Sadie?
My favorite moment is a spoiler,
but my favorite quote is this: “I wish this was a love story.”
6. If you could tell your younger writing
self-anything, what would it be?
I used to have an answer for this kind
of question but the older I get, that’s changed. I wouldn’t tell her anything.
Her experience as a writer unfolded the way it was supposed to and I like how
it’s turning out.